own memory world (everyone has own)

this blog is for interviewing, schizophrenicly. starts down there somewhere
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i'm not guru or drug user to write these texts, i'm schizophrenic. schizophrenia is gift in european india, or they are
holy. in middle ages they were after schiphrenic until(?) carmelites(i'm not sure) protected schizophrenic because 2 of
them were schizophrenic (and i think that those times were not known mental diseaces, makes it strange.) and later they
were told to be holy. i told european india that none of you mix that land and people as american india.

you can write messages down there, it would be nice.

-(for me/minulle) number here, numero tähän, release upper, julkaise ylemmät, start reading/writing from here

if you keep thinking these things mystic, and you dont understand about mysticism, it is bad thing, then you have no
possibility to understand these things. its because mystic is word that reminds me of things i do not understand. i dont
know what is the magical word for this, probably no one, perhaps we all, try to understand.

when/while/if you believe in browns law, it starts process called 'my luck' which affects all things in your life, it
works like browns law. it works without browns law, its like i 'have a bad luck'. i thinked it years ago, and when voices
heard it, they called it 'with anzihs luck', and laughed. this because i had really bad luck, like browns law, like
t shirts went backwards no matter how i thought, is this because i thinked about browns law? i realized it works, in my
life i mean, or did it start to happen when i readed about browns law. is it like some sort of virus, computer virus?
is there way to undo this thing, because it happends anyway. like try to make it backwards.

now i understand why peehead is in my head, his memory world is in my mind, thats why he is in my head. he needed
something originally as he made this thing, but did not understand everything whats going to happend.

they put me into their future because they needed something from me, but did not understand i'm the one to create their
future. as i got an idea of something, they got it before me, so that they kind of created it, i do not care, they loose
something, so whats the idea? i think they are in paraller dimension, not in mine. everyone has own paraller memory
dimension, some one wants us to be part of this world, to slave us, that started as we were really young. school for
example. i dont understand in their point of view why we can now think, remember things the enslavers would probably
mambojambo. have we won something? but there is one thing, then they slave themselves with another authoritorian. what
happends to people with memory problems? i dont mean that everyone lets rebel, perhaps those people who starts, under
stands later, probably they are being attack in mind by authoritory, and you start having problems. this world needs
authoritory, i dont know how to be so that they are not going to be attacked into your memory world, its really hard
to make your world, you start having problems. dont problemize them being ruling this world, i think. in beginning of my
schizophrenia i was in very much problems, i don't know was this a start for me to be getting world of my own. before i
got schizophrenia i created world where i put things i liked, and i was not intrested at school. and i say, stay aware
what you remember. your world is very easy to be conquered by rulers of anykind. in my schizophrenic world is people,
a fictive people cannot go away, but they are not in my dreams. example ior bock official site was put down, by what or
who, and reason? was this too much for somekind of authoritory, and more and more people started to know about him, but
in internet is interviews of this man, and authoritory people cannot take those away because they have authoritory too.
and some of my sites was unabled to write too, so that i do not know, but i know, someone cracked my site and wrote
that he cracked this site because he wanted to write, and i complained to authoritory of some of my site and they made
it possible to write there. i dont know sees no one this site, as i get no people counted in my site where is information
about this site.