are they mushrooms?

waste to write because no one reads because that thing was taken away? can some of you who reads this spread this blog?
(i still write for a while, if more readers come.)

you can write messages down there, it would be nice.

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mun toinen blogi (suomeksi):
another blog of mine (finnish):
skitsofreeni.blogspot.com

i'm not guru or drug user to write these texts, i'm schizophrenic. schizophrenia is gift in european india, or they are
holy. in middle ages they were after schiphrenic until(?) carmelites(i'm not sure) protected schizophrenic because 2 of
them were schizophrenic (and i think that those times were not known mental diseaces, makes it strange.) and later they
were told to be holy. i told european india that none of you mix that land and people as american india.

(mulle, to me) merkkaa tämän alapuolelle numero, ota tämä ylemmät silti mukaan julkaistavaksi: aloita kirjoittaminen
myöhemmin tästä. kopioi & liitä silti ylhäältä.
release upper
start reading/writing frome here:

in finland bible is : ra-m-attu (ra is egyptian sun god, m does not mean nothing, attu)
it is like painted: maa-l-attu (ma-l- does not mean nothing, attu
both has attu
bibled is done like painted

this life aint worth living.(him) not to escape, but to expand (the doors, original from some book). these are opposites,
use alcohol and drugs to escape this painfull life. expand consciousness.

now i understand, are they all in my drug world, whole world i mean, or in paraller dimension? as they saved me from
dying.

are they voices of mushroom, taken their voice, what they sound like? those people voice who are in reality, and
sometimes some from reality of drug world, or mushroom voice when someone takes mushrooms in reality? i noticed,
remembered? that when mushrooms talk to me, they have very high voice, like little humans have. like iiiiii.

now some indian wise guys said expand to escape

pii head said he is my friend, and these schizophrenic voices have ruined his life, and he succeeded to make his fiends
understand, i think he is my dragon friend. perhaps they ruined my friendships also? and we will never have
dragonfuneral. perhaps he should say that i hate schizophrenic him, not he in reality, still, i never want to meet him
again. their speaking have ruined his life, he never, the real he, never did anything to harm anyone, true?
i mean dragon funeral as tears of dragon. young woman marries old man, man dies, woman cries, not real tears, he is happy
he gets all his husbands money, because he is rich.

its lie that medicine and drugs ruines spiritual life, they just increase or lower or blocks natural substances.