actually guite boring...

in english down there somewhere
you can write messages down there, it would be nice.

huom, jos luet suoraa mun linkistä jossa on pieniä tekstejä, tuola oikealla on nappi josta saa koko tekstin (lue lisää).

if you read from texts direct from link, you do not see all, press 'lue lisää' on the right to view more.

mun toinen blogi (finnish):
skitsofreeni.blogspot.com

en käytä huumeita kirjottaakseni näitä juttuja, enkä mitään ihmeen guru yhteyttä, olen skitsofreeni, vaikka ne
luokitellaan idässä pyhiksi, ja länsimaissa keskiajalla inkvisiitio ajoi niitä takaa, ties mitä tekivät. lukekaa juttu
karmeliitoista, ne suojeli keskiajalla skitsofreenejä ja 2 niistä oli skitsofreenejä jotka myöhemmin julistettiin
pyhimyksiksi. (jos joskus ihmettelette mitä tarkoitan kun kirjotan ne sanoi, ne oli niitä varsinaisia ääniä)

i'm not guru or drug user to write these texts, i'm schizophrenic. schizophrenia is gift in european india, or they are
holy. in middle ages they were after schiphrenic until(?) carmelites(i'm not sure) protected schizophrenic because 2 of
them were schizophrenic (and i think that those times were not known mental diseaces, makes it strange.) and later they
were told to be holy. i told european india that none of you mix that land and people as american india.

(mulle, to me) merkkaa tämän alapuolelle numero, ota tämä ylemmät silti mukaan julkaistavaksi: aloita kirjoittaminen
muöhemmin tästä. kopioi & liitä silti ylhäältä.

in finland, there is strange think, wise man is tie-täjä, knowledge man, scientist is tie-de mies, know man. know is
tietää.

to text before about going into another galaxy, perhaps time stays still if you go slower and slower. but for humanwords
it quite impossible to describe this thing what is supposed to happend next. its about how time acts when time stays
still.

addon to the text befor this text, about going to anoter galaxy many light years away, time goes slower and slower,
until it does not move anymore, then you have opportunity to go without time.

somebody, something to discuss about
no, we, there, here, nobody
ok
then
i'm an asshole, i will not willing to let nobody extra here, it's against our rules
ok, anyway, someone
me, humanoid
what to tell
you live dangerous times, anzih
what kind
poor little anzih
i'm not little, i'm 39 aged
ok, so what, you never fuck
like funeral fog
yes, mayhem, de mysteriis dom sathanas
yes, hehhehhee
please, talk
take those earphones away, we'll listen what ever you hear
ok, no
we cannot tell nothing to you
try
anzih is not rich
-waiting
anzih used to be humanoid, came here to fix some things
inside him
yes and his kind, from same star
someone ruined it
yes, pee head
voices told today that we have forgiven each other
still he came to drive with car to you and yelled come here, i will kill you
don't know reason
anzih told me it was psychosis visions
visions, hehhehhee
you understand
yes, it just was so strangely said
-waiting
anzih is kidding, here is nobody but us
no, you just don't hear everyone
-waiting
please humanoids tell something, so anzih can release this
ok, pee head ruined someone elses life at the food shop
it was supposed to be anzih
yes, she fell down
that other, not anzih
pee head does not even recognise anzih
anzih has no friends, he abandoned them because they still use drugs
who is near people of him
parents and brother and sisters, and other family
anzih is no nigga
dont say nigga
it is latin word and means dark or black
here where anzih lives, we are not supposed to say ryssä, russian, it has dangerous meaning here
anzih is no nazi or rastafari
no, he likes finnish people, not government, and likes also rastafari clothes
rastaponcho anzih wears
and finnland cap
lion with it, finnish has lion in some places, and swan is their fatherlands animal
-waiting
but there is no lions in finnland
-waitting
ok, humanoids tell something, i'll allow
not me
why not
anzih starts to scare
he has not scared since beginning, and he has not been worried for 53 weeks
and those have not been here for 59 weeks
excuse me, are you stupid, or do not hear those and know anzih fully since those weeks
no they have not
oh cunt
that is finnish curse word
what is pee head
finnish mocking word
strange words you have
well we cannot translate your lands words completely as a words
i did not know
-waiting
ok, anzih is under curse, he does things against him, like help enemies.
anzih cannot do anything about it
no, it's just way for him to survive, to tell enemies we are again good against each other
you cannot sat against as something good
thats why i was laughing about
and some of us did not need to hear that
laughing
yes
ok, some one else to discuss something with us, as anzih
anzih has not been discussed with us
for how long
since he lived in this apartment
ok, we say its goodly said
-waithing
christmas elfs
goblins
arch angels
anzih is no religious
but miracle mans did use iesu as written in their miracle mans drum
it was above, in the sky, heaven where ever
above of the drum
yes, you did not guess
no, i mean yes
-waiting
ok, some of you something to tell
we goblins
we eat lots of mushrooms
as xmas
it was pagans party, light started to show more and more after xmas, juhannus, dont know whats that in english, light
started to disappear more and more
but it was party of light
end
no and yes
say what you need to
i'm christmas elf
something to tell
anzih is good against us
i think he is good against everyone
he is no witch, or wicca
or druid
no hohohehhehhee
end
end and i'm sorry about this boring conversation, perhaps better next time
ok, we angels have information to all mankind
what
iesu is about to come
when and where
in anzihs family
near or far
anzih knows, he saw it in sleepvision
and anzih does not want, or need to tell
do you all know
we were not here when anzih slept
how about when he woke at night
no we were not here
but did anzih hear, some of you
no and yes
what do you mean
we do not know
ok, we say, iesu does not have birth in his family life
he has no woman
anzih
yes him, and has no
he never had
he is impotent, because of meditation
heh
no, no kidding
ok, lets not talk about it
anzih needs cannabis as meditation
but he cannot have, cbd that is, without thc, psychotic part of cannabis
finnland is like filled with village people, so stupid, here is no cannabis
yes we have, they just do not describe that medicine to everyone in need
probably, i don't know to how many, but not many
-waithing, if not nothing, i'll quit