interview or something about my voices

in english down there somewhere

huom, jos luet suoraa mun linkistä jossa on pieniä tekstejä, tuola oikealla on nappi josta saa koko tekstin (lue lisää).

if you read from texts direct from link, you do not see all, press 'lue lisää' on the right to view more.

mun toinen blogi (finnish):
skitsofreeni.blogspot.com

en käytä huumeita kirjottaakseni näitä juttuja, enkä mitään ihmeen guru yhteyttä, olen skitsofreeni, vaikka ne
luokitellaan idässä pyhiksi, ja länsimaissa keskiajalla inkvisiitio ajoi niitä takaa, ties mitä tekivät. lukekaa juttu
karmeliitoista, ne suojeli keskiajalla skitsofreenejä ja 2 niistä oli skitsofreenejä jotka myöhemmin julistettiin
pyhimyksiksi. (jos joskus ihmettelette mitä tarkoitan kun kirjotan ne sanoi, ne oli niitä varsinaisia ääniä)

i'm not guru or drug user to write these texts, i'm schizophrenic. schizophrenia is gift in european india, or they are
holy. in middle ages they were after schiphrenic until(?) carmelites(i'm not sure) protected schizophrenic because 2 of
them were schizophrenic (and i think that those times were not known mental diseaces, makes it strange.) and later they
were told to be holy. i told european india that none of you mix that land and people as american india.

(mulle, to me) merkkaa tämän alapuolelle numero, ota tämä ylemmät silti mukaan julkaistavaksi: aloita kirjoittaminen
muöhemmin tästä. kopioi & liitä silti ylhäältä.

somebody calling
jes, me bluto
who are you, where from
from the graveyard
what
how
just pigging, fooling
tell me what you have in mind
anzih is ...
why didnt he write it
it is none of your matter
just somebody fooling around
anzih is thinking nothing gets out of this conversation
tell me what you want, i'm willing to answer
mocking
ok. anzih is sick
he has mental illness
just tell you bluto something
i'm not from grave yard
tell me what is matter
mocking
ok, anzih isss... wise
nothing new
tell us what is matter!
mocking
is this the end
ok, yes?
oh no no no
gypsy you are inside of me, me, me, me
king diamond song, or mercyfull fate
you are sick if you listen this kind of music
only instruments, no singing
he also listens singing as an instrument
he has not always an idea what are they singing about
anybody else?
me, stock
what an funny name, where did you get that name and where are you from
from india, and my master gave me that name
is it stock or stuck
stuck or stock, anything goes
are you stuck
yes i am
inside of anzih
him too
who else
king diamond
no, almas
mother earth
something like that
how did you know
moonspell band has album name alma matter and it is mother something
what is your condition stock
good as what can it be in situation like that
good when you think it can be
yes, betterly said
should anzih take these texts away or do you have somethink better to say
fuck you all
what is the matter
i'm bored
ok, perhaps later something new with better connection

anzih is wise guy
are you mocking him
hihhihhii

all kind of stupid talking, i write if something clever or wise comes out.

sorry if you got bored, i have to release all, i have that kind of mind, it feels like something is matter if i do not

perhaps rasta goblins
they help anzih is something is wrong with anzih, do you
yea but we do not want to

anzih goes to smoke pipe every time when clock is even and half.

rasta goblins live in apartment, some body just gets to use them when they take some drugs

anzih is bored
then none of us wants to talk with him

write some poem
anzih does not feel like it

anzih, something big comes out
you should not talk write anything about drug users
this is anzihs schizophrenia, it is not his fault
it does not matter? it matters us
he writes talks anyway
then it is not our fault if... something happends.
nothing matters!
everybody forgets anyway
is it true, then we have been here long time
actually that is what matters, none of us voices has not gotten away from here long time
but you're not real, that is what i've heard
hehhehhehhehhee
ok, yes, i guess
sometimes some of us mixes us some to the real ones whose voice we have
i can call real ones here, perhaps they can help
just do not, they do not answer, sorry, understand
perhaps it's because you lie and kind of things here
is that the problem
but we do not understand all, or know
about real ones and anzih?
yes, thats how it is
you have stupid rules and conditions, you do not understand why somethings is not real or matter
yes we have
why
i do not know
hehhehhee, hahhahhahhahha buhhahhaa
anzih should not write nothing what reals has said
yes i know, they do connect to hear again and again
what if somebody writes or tells about anzih
it does not matter, anzih is schizophreniac anyway
i know, he has allready matter with somethings almost impossible to fix
so you know
thats what we have heard
that is true
sorry, they do connect here again and again (to something anzih wrote while ago
it is easy to fix things if someone comes here, they just need to ask help
some of has have allready tried, but no one can help
then i'm sorry, and do not understand how it is possible, because anzih is responcible, not you
should we not care about anzih
perhaos, i take a look
yes, something like that
but should we hate him
no, neutral, act neutral, or be neutral, really, try to learn
should we yoga or meditate
no, it does not fit into our mind, it's part of india
but some one meditates and yogas, do they connect
no, they do not want to connect, to you least
but some one interwievs some one spirits
yes, ...
are they real
they are their own versions
i was thinking that also, how can they have time to be with everyone
actually there is no time
i do not understand, because there is also near past also, perhaps clocks is just stay put
i can not tell you, you have not enough words
thats what some schizophreniacs do, invent words
do theyhehehee
yes
what, they do?
yes yes yes and yes
is this the end
we have actuaally lots to tell and talk to you
ok, what is the most interesting or important
ok, now you can tell, anzih went to smoke some pipe
someone taks your voices away from anzihs ... he does not hear i mean
ok, if thats ... when that happends we can take you all away from here
yes but someone new comes and takes these places where we talk, voices can go but not completly
if you do understand
yes, earth has no words enough to tell, we still understand, hopefully you too
who
you who read and talk
ok. anything else
no, i guess
yes we have, who has not been here for atleast year
hehhehhee none of us needs to not hear them
still some of us hear, its you do not hear and think they are not here
hehhehehe, that is not funny
thats one of those stupid rules, because what is the thing that they should not be here
they are evil, or bad atleast towards anzih
why
i've heard they are bored to be here and blame anzih
its not hes fault, its their own fault, just stay silent
perhaps thats the reason why they are not here, perhaps it helps, or would help
heh, i understand it partially now
one of the things you understood but we did not
yes but we are not wise clever enough to understand remember it all the time
yes, this is the end, probably readers are bored
its not nones of our fault
just read or do not, it does not matter, anzih should not care, he is writer.
its not anzihs matter if readers get bored, they can quit anytime