extra sencory, im writing a text, this is small part of it

in english down there somewhere
you can write messages down there, it would be nice.

huom, jos luet suoraa mun linkistä jossa on pieniä tekstejä, tuola oikealla on nappi josta saa koko tekstin (lue lisää).

if you read from texts direct from link, you do not see all, press 'lue lisää' on the right to view more.

mun toinen blogi (finnish):
skitsofreeni.blogspot.com

en käytä huumeita kirjottaakseni näitä juttuja, enkä mitään ihmeen guru yhteyttä, olen skitsofreeni, vaikka ne
luokitellaan idässä pyhiksi, ja länsimaissa keskiajalla inkvisiitio ajoi niitä takaa, ties mitä tekivät. lukekaa juttu
karmeliitoista, ne suojeli keskiajalla skitsofreenejä ja 2 niistä oli skitsofreenejä jotka myöhemmin julistettiin
pyhimyksiksi. (jos joskus ihmettelette mitä tarkoitan kun kirjotan ne sanoi, ne oli niitä varsinaisia ääniä)

i'm not guru or drug user to write these texts, i'm schizophrenic. schizophrenia is gift in european india, or they are
holy. in middle ages they were after schiphrenic until(?) carmelites(i'm not sure) protected schizophrenic because 2 of
them were schizophrenic (and i think that those times were not known mental diseaces, makes it strange.) and later they
were told to be holy. i told european india that none of you mix that land and people as american india.

(mulle, to me) merkkaa tämän alapuolelle numero, ota tämä ylemmät silti mukaan julkaistavaksi: aloita kirjoittaminen
muöhemmin tästä. kopioi & liitä silti ylhäältä.

actually elf is no tonttu, tonttu cannot be replaced, it has no word in english, they are small with red hat and without
those strange ears, twisted or something, search tonttu from google. different places has tonttu, like saunatonttu and
riihitonttu, but i dont know what is riihi, probably place where there is seeds or hay, or mill, myllytonttu, does not
sound familiar. tonttu is about christmas, checkin from windows if children have been friendly, bad kids does not have
presents, or so they say, they still do. and santa does not live in north pole, he lives at finnland, korvatunuri,
earhill. and we call santa joulupukki, hjul bock, originally santa was no red, it was gray, as are raindeers, dont know
about bocks.

sorry, in last text i wrote meditation, i ment medication.

somebody to talk to
yes me
who
magicman
what
i'm a loser
-stupid talking
i want anzih to be violent
why
anzih is so loser, he would attack on anyone of you and get rid of you
then i'm scared
who
me peehead
or one of them, cause i'm not
ok, talk something clever
ok, i'm not humanoid but i'm as clever as them
then talk something about it
don't you wanna know who he is
i'm elf
like from jrr tolkien book
i don't know it
are you pale and twisted ear
hehhehhee
they are not real
its fantasy book
oh book
whats fantasy
like dragons and those
dragons are not real?
no, or are they
i never saw one but have heard of those
i do not release this if something clever is not going to talked
-stupid
are we goblins also fantasy
who knows, but so i've heard. that they are real
ok, we humanoids have earthlings in our space ship
what do you do with those, dissect or process them with new properties
all kind of things
like some one wants, and who
our boss
no, we humanoids have no bosses, we are equal
who gets the ideas
anyone of us, then we select what is good idea
what do you do with ideas that is not get selected
laugh at them
i've heard you do not laugh
now days we laugh, to ideas that does not mock no one
who teached you
you did
what
so famous our idea
yes
are you actually anzihs humanoids and not in no one elses head or on earth
we can visit real earth, dont know are we anzihs
you have same star where your soul is from
probably
so anzih used to be humanoid
he has possibility
and why does not that happend
he is so stupid
is he
yes he is hehhehhee
who laughed
me, peehead, and i'm not going to talk about myself with that name
but with what name
any
shitty person
no, that is mocking me
ok
-pee head wanted to drive with their space ship, so humanoids gave him own, and humanoid can make anything out of nothing
    only thing is, what do they want.
from where are you humanoids are made
out of air
with what do you think
with star
what part of human is star
soul, or some of you call it spirit
spi-ritual
hehhehhee yes
and occulture
some sacred cult uses that name
what
occult-urea
i'm not so sure about that
what is urea
what is pee heads head is full
pee has raised into his head
why
he was so famous or something and it made him peehead. pee raised into his head
that was not why we called him peehead, we did not realize that it means that thing too
something to talk about
no
yes, me -
what
i'm best one on earth
are you from earth
our original is from earth
from where are you and me from
who knows
we are anzihs invention
no, we came into his head when anzih got schizophrenia
how and why
pee head run after him and yelled come here i'm gonna kill you, and anzih ran into the forest in middle of winter and
    called cops and he went into pricon sell for a moment and after, next morning cops took him to mental hospital
it was psychosis
so pee head was not real
no
but he has real one on earth
yes
all of we have