quite stupid actually

in english down there somewhere

huom, jos luet suoraa mun linkistä jossa on pieniä tekstejä, tuola oikealla on nappi josta saa koko tekstin (lue lisää).

if you read from texts direct from link, you do not see all, press 'lue lisää' on the right to view more.

mun toinen blogi (finnish):
skitsofreeni.blogspot.com

en käytä huumeita kirjottaakseni näitä juttuja, enkä mitään ihmeen guru yhteyttä, olen skitsofreeni, vaikka ne
luokitellaan idässä pyhiksi, ja länsimaissa keskiajalla inkvisiitio ajoi niitä takaa, ties mitä tekivät. lukekaa juttu
karmeliitoista, ne suojeli keskiajalla skitsofreenejä ja 2 niistä oli skitsofreenejä jotka myöhemmin julistettiin
pyhimyksiksi. (jos joskus ihmettelette mitä tarkoitan kun kirjotan ne sanoi, ne oli niitä varsinaisia ääniä)

i'm not guru or drug user to write these texts, i'm schizophrenic. schizophrenia is gift in european india, or they are
holy. in middle ages they were after schiphrenic until(?) carmelites(i'm not sure) protected schizophrenic because 2 of
them were schizophrenic (and i think that those times were not known mental diseaces, makes it strange.) and later they
were told to be holy. i told european india that none of you mix that land and people as american india.

(mulle, to me) merkkaa tämän alapuolelle numero, ota tämä ylemmät silti mukaan julkaistavaksi: aloita kirjoittaminen
muöhemmin tästä. kopioi & liitä silti ylhäältä.

sjungnuntai (sunnuntai is sunday in finnish, sjung is sing in swedish, i think)

...anzih is asshole and that kind of talking
anzih is very very wise (indians)
...anzih is tired of writing

egyptians said, to them time was one continuum, they did not calculate it, and it had possibility to change, perhaps i
think they had ability to go through time. i don't know did they had ability to investigate it without going there them
selves. i don't selve know, did they calculate timet, thats what my schizophrenic egyptians say.

does someone want to talk with me
yes, me, psychosis
what do you have to tell
you are ugly
are you normal despising schizophrenic voice, or some sort of saviour of mine from schizophrenia
no and yes, i do not want to save you, i want to despice you
what now
you are an asshole
something wise please
ok, you are quite ok dude
ok, more
i think you are wise
are you voice now cured of despication
no and yes
how, what
you are ok dude, please save yourself
who
you schizophrenic new voice
i'm gone
please come someone
me, voice of the dead
you are listening to impaled nazarene, thats our inspiration
i will not change the music
then you are evil and bad
music lyrics perhaps
not the music?
no, i like it
then wi'll cum
ok, i would laugh but thats too stupidly say thats why i'm not going to
ok, end of this stupidity of new voices
goblins come
anzih eat some mushrooms
no
he bought mushroom picture on his wall while ago
mushrooms look so good, but they make me vomit when eaten
anzih is bad if he does not want mushrooms
he likes what they look like
ok, then its ok, we will not laugh or despice you
gobliiiins
what
you are not goblin
i'm father goblin
goblin version of father
yes
i'm not goblin, that other is
yes perhaps, there or here are many of us one man
how interesting
tell something
we are too stupid
say wisest thing you have to say
ok, anzih is bad
information based on 
music and information of him based on mushrooms
what mushrooms of that are inside him think of anzih
they died because of anzih
what
overdose
died for anzih
yes, hehhehhee
dont laugh but yes
anzih is god dude
yes he is but stupid
perhaps because of psychomedicine
what do you think of hemp
hemphehhehhee, anzih does not know how to use it
yes he does
he does but, but...
do i quit this writing
yes and no
why not, talk what you have to say then its the end
anzih is, is, is...
quit now, the end